Thursday, April 11, 2013

I'm feeling 32...


Last week was my last week of classes for the semester. It's been a challenging semester taking two classes and working full time, but I survived - and pretty much have crashed afterwards.

Around the same time, I ran across this parody video posted by a friend of mine on Facebook. Hm, I'm 32. Coincidence? I think not.



But, before I go further, I just want to state the following for the record:

1) I have a dog, not a cat.
2) I have not read "50 Shades of Grey". And I have cringed at the portions of it that I have heard. And thank goodness those were being read "dramatically".

In reality, I've been exhausted this week. To the point that I've only run 2 miles this week (on Monday). I have a 10 mile run schedule for Saturday morning and I'm even thinking of moving that to Sunday. I am even considering going to bed by 9pm tonight, because I can't seem to get enough sleep lately.

I'm sure it doesn't help that I haven't been eating the greatest this week, due to a ridiculous amount of stress. I've also been scheduling days/nights where I don't have anything scheduled (nah, it doesn't take that much talent).

I think the big problem here though is that my depression is settling in. Even though I'm scheduling unscheduled time, I end up sleeping for most of it, and not necessarily relaxing. This year has been an unpredictable roller coaster so far, and I'm hoping I can get some better traction on it. It's almost as though nothing has been quite stable so far.

In the meantime, I should probably wash my sweatpants so I can wear them while drinking wine during my recluse time.

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