Thursday, January 31, 2008

Just when you thought it was safe...


Yesterday was awful. The only thing that made it better was going out for sushi for dinner. Work just kicked my butt - I had a lot of constituents, lots of phone calls coming in, and just really felt like I got nothing done for as busy as I was. So, today had to be better, right?
Not so much. Today ended up being a day that just made me feel drained, sad, and just plain sick. I skipped out on happy hour plans because I just had to withdraw. The last few hours of the day, I just felt so useless, didn't want to be there, tired, and just wanted to cry. I'm going to guess that partly, I don't feel well, and the other part of me feeling like this is I'm just feeling a little insignificant. Hm, I sound like a commercial for Zoloft. Sigh.
I'm a little confused because I feel lonely, yet I want to be alone. That doesn't really make any sense, does it?

2 comments:

fetzer said...

I hope you are feeling better. We missed you at Happy Hour. Let's grab coffee together.

Angela said...

Thanks - I missed Happy Hour, but I'm getting some much needed rest. I have a feeling next week is going to be busy!